New Goal in Life: To overcome the fear of breaking the cycle of fear that defines every aspect of my life, and kick that cycles ass to the curb.
but how do you get rid of the defining core of your being?
Today I was looking at full time jobs thinking about different options going forward in life, and my mom just happen to be going over her employer provided health care for the new year, and reality slapped me hardcore.
Living on SSI you get less than one would if working full time minimum wage, at least in NYS. It’s not really a living wage unless you can get into subsidized housing..which isn’t always available or a livable option.
But the reality is, if I were to get a full time job I wouldn’t be able to afford anything else besides health insurance. People are blaming “Obamacare”, and the fact is in order for health insurance to cover things they already should (mental health, womens health, preventive care, etc) it JACKS up the cost.
So even I could mentally handle working, I can’t afford losing medicaid.
This is the system, the system is designed to fail, it’s built to be broken.
I’m watching Supernatural for the first time ever and it’s about Sam and Dean finding out about the Supernatural book series.
I think this is one of the funniest things I have ever watched. Are all episodes this funny?
is there anyway to open an .exe file on a mac. i have tried changing the format to .zip and .rar and nada. i have the unarchiver. anyone got any ideas?
I just went to a level I said I would never do. I just wrote a rather well known person -coughJohnGreencough- an ask. Granted I doubt he’ll see it but I just want to simultaneously slap myself, throw up (even more), and dance party.
Granted not gonna do any of those cause I’m sick but yeah.
I’m proud I went WAYYYY outside my comfort zone (pshhh who get a mild heart attack while sending asks not this chick!).
Okay I’ll stop rambling with my pointless post now. That is all.